Lost Draft

說不會緊張怎麼可能 緊張死了 壓力好大囧 聽說那邊很冷，出差回來的人幾乎都感冒了 我最怕冷了（抖） 然後大家都說不要打包太多衣服，因為行李還要放工作上要帶的東西 還要算上電腦 天啊，真的是太多東西了吧囧 要去那邊呆上兩個禮拜唷～喔幹 到底該帶幾天份的衣服？ 就算我之前常常出國玩也不是這種方式 哎，搞得我好緊張

I guess I'm all by myself, literally. I might not be so lucky to find someone who can be there for me. or someone to share my emotion hmmm, I think I do miss you girls around. due to my job, the one that gives me so much pressure bc and I are taking a break cause I'll turn in to a total b*tch that I don't even know and he just couldn't take it anymore all the emotion exploded this afternoon, and to be honest I don't know what to do I figure this cooling down break may be the only way to go am I too selfish to ask for support and comfort even a little helps or this simply means I can't take care my life and my job at the same time I feel sorry for both of us 我覺得我應該要更早認清事實 不能共苦只能同甘 這種類型的人，最多也只能是朋友，再多要求就過分了