Lost Draft

just knew my final results, no resit just passed but i'm a bit disappointed about myself, judging from the 2nd semester results i didn't give my best in final exams mb i was not well-prepared this outcome influenced my feelings and somehow might also impact on my future choice of career... does this mean bye-bye phd? i'm so confused and so anxious about everything i couldn't write my draft and i ate a lot... not a good sign coz normally i don't need so much food to survive it could be my lesson to learn, how to keep calm and carry on when all seems to fail on me...  have faith, God please bless me with courage and wisdom, passion and persistence, amen

couldn't stop listening~ it's a good piece :) 

came back to cmh after clubbing til 3 am, witnessed sunrise very unique for me, also the first time :p but all my german friends told me that it's nothing, just wait til i reach germany and they'll take me out having fun til 5 or 6 am sounds promising :) i'll definitely join such night out first continue with my own work, draft deadline is ahead

my heart will cold down if you treat me as if I'm nothing to you any slightly response will warm up my hope thank you for encouraging me in this most effective and efficient way I will try to work all my best :)

i hope we will meet again soon all the best!!

mb it's not so fair to say so but everybody's leaving hwu campus, it just makes me sad  after finishing the tasks of this certain period, we all are moving on to the next stage of our own journeys crossed at hwu and had a such wonderful time together, made best of our time i should feel happy for everyone ;) we might have the chance to meet again somewhere in this small world, we might see each other again soon in graduation ceremony, but once we passed by, it's just like that, nothing more i hope my journey will carry on, to the place i want to be, may God bless me with strength and courage to continue my path into the unknown and i hope i can see you, my dear friends, once more